Saturday, April 24, 2010

Ever have a good day get spoiled?

I spent a good part of the day with my sister who I went to garage sales with the day before. I had a great time, laughing, eating and talking. The day turned night time and even when she didn't approve of her boyfriends small children watching a movie, I didn't say anything. I figured my own kids and I have problems and I'm tired of acting like I'm better than anyone else at parenting. I do the best I can and heaven knows that there are days who knows if its good enough. I trust my guides to help me out and things to go as best they can.
So my sister went on with the night and we even played a board game. I was having fun, laughing and poking fun here and there. If things were not that great at times, I did my best to over look. I truly was trying to take a higher road and I was glad for it. Even now I'm glad I did because the family had a good day and my kids, nephews, mom and dad all had a good day so it wasn't like the whole thing was wasted at the end. ITs just right toward the end, could she leave it, could she take the higher road on an issue? ... no, she could not.
It happen to come up about someone taking on my older son. Now my older son is 17 and a good size. I make no claims to be stronger or be able to take him on. I've seen the kid punch and heaven knows I'd probably beat him at wits but not a fight. I can handle that. But my sis, no way. She actually is smaller than me and for whatever reason believes she can take the kid. Now I know she would land her butt in a hospital and my son would land in jail if it ever did happen which I pray it never does. Still I can't believe she really believes she can win. She can't even pull back a bow, I can pull back and shoot. Ahhh hello?!
And even then I was willing to take a higher road and let it go but does she quit ... nope. She walks where she thinks I can't hear and for the most part I couldn't but hello again, I'm psychic?! and yep, I'm getting better at it. So I heard enough to confirm what my mind was saying she was saying. Last summer she had my son for a week and I think again for a weekend and for some reason she believes this means she can parent him better than me. It was a week, not a life, not a month ... a bloody week!
I started to say something but bite my tongue and played out my hand which thankfully was really short on the game. It actually was the shortest hand we played so as I got up and said goodbye, I thanked my guides for helping my getaway be quick and I left. Instead of venting to my nephews, I'm on here. And maybe this still isn't the highest road there is but its higher than I usually take. I didn't fight, I didn't yell and I didn't tell her off. I went home and vented here on my blog which I don't even think she reads.
And odd as it is, I'm not that mad.

Side Cool Note
I was at a fire I made tonight by myself and let myself mediate on the flames. After a little while in a very calm state of mind, I asked about my gate keeper. At first it was too fast but after asking if they would slow down the name, I got it. Augustine. and I think she is a female. COOOL

Your Psychic Friend,
Terra Graves

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